I can't seem to find myself again...

About Me

I will meet you
In some place
Where the light lends itself
To soft repose
I will let you undress me
But I warn you
I have thorns
Like any rose
And you could hurt me
With your bare hands
You could hurt me
With with the sharp end
Of what you say
But I'm lost to you now
And there's no
Amount of reason
That could save me
So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
I'll let you make me
Just let me
Feel your love again

Feels like being underwater
Now that I've let go
And lost control
Water kisses fill my mouth
Water fills my soul

So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me

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24 January 2010 @ 12:44 pm

Mostly Friends Only

CHESTER WILL BE MAD IF SOMEONE TRIES TO FRIEND ME WITHOUT COMMENTING. STOMP!

'Mostly FO' probably needs some explaining. I try not to friends lock stuff because I like to share. I'm awesome that way. However, some things are too nasty and inappropriate for the general public to risk stumbling over. So if you are lurking around and see something you like? Trust me, it gets even better. Leave a comment and I will friend you back and you will be SO TOTALLY IN for all things porny and the like.

pee/ess: I am happy to supply vegan friendly condoms.

Tags: mostly fo

41 Watch it Burn | My World's On Fire

27 November 2008 @ 11:36 pm

Please just save me from this darkness...

This is for

sterilepoon who asked for the full version (minus the ads) (1hr 33mins - 21MB) of Mike Shinoda from LP on Loveline on the 19th November 2008.
Tbh, the edited version posted on lptimes.com captured all the best bits, cos Mike is pretty silent during all the calls and stuff (cos he knows nothing about secks, clearly), but if you're still curious, comment if downloading :)

Love to the flist! xx

Megaupload: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=DUT3CH25
Sendspace: http://www.sendspace.com/file/uedxn9
If those don't work, comment and I'll email you.

Feeling: crappy

crappy

Listening to: Snow patrol

My World's on Fire | My World's On Fire

07 November 2008 @ 01:46 am

I could hear the sound // a city burning to the ground // today I saw the sky come crashing down

So it's been so long since I updated this that I've actually forgotten how to, so excuse all the HTML mistakes etc.

HAI GUYS I'M NOT DEAD. Just sick and busy and slack and a horrible online friend, lmao. And I haven't been reading anyone's journals for the above reasons, so sorry for appearing out of touch with you and your happenings BUT (and this is a little late in coming....) BUT:

I'm travelling to the USA from the 27th Dec - 21st Feb and my itinerary looks like this:

New York (+Detroit, Boston, Jersey etc) Dec 27^th - Jan 10^th

Chicago Jan 10^th - Jan 13^th

Orlando Jan 13^th - Jan 17^th

Miami Jan 17^th - Jan 19^th

Washington DC (hai Obama, hai hai) Jan 19^th - Jan 21^st

Kansas Jan 21^st - Jan 23^rd

Dallas Jan 23^rd - Jan 26^th

Austin Jan 26^th - Jan 28^th

Vegas Jan 28^th - Jan 30^th

San Fran Jan 30^th - Feb 3rd

Seattle Feb 3^rd - Feb 5^th

Vancouver Feb 5^th - Feb 10^{th
LA (+ Arizona + San Diego?) Feb 10th - 21st}~~And I can feel in my waters, even before I hit the post button, that the formatting of the above ill f*** up, so ty LJ in advance.~~

SO IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME, WE SHOULD TTLY HOOK UP IN A NON-SEXUAL WAY. Ask the people I saw when I visited Europe - I'm sure they'll tell you I was ~~sexy~~ LOVELY. There will be much squee of the LP and SPN kind.

I'm looking at you

minuh,

improperlydone,

decadentdreams,

unamaga,

washedaway,

reddishness

and anyone else who is interested/not creeped out, lmao. I know there's a few Americans on my flist, and that we were close once upon a time :)

anyhoo, drop me an email at

talitha_lovegrove@hotmail.com, or comment here or I'll EMAIL YOU AND HARRASS YOU RELENTLESSLY UNTIL YOU AGREE TO LET ME COME VISIT, BWAHAHAHA ahem.

And if you have any advice about where not to visit, feel free to leave that too.

Oh, and

dullemarulle ? I think we should schedule some time to hang out in the USA too, lmao ;)

Location: australia

Feeling: sleepy

sleepy

Listening to: The Getaway Plan

29 Watch it Burn | My World's On Fire

14 February 2008 @ 10:00 pm

(no subject)

lol lol Tali went to the snow! Switzerland FTW.

I am having an AWESOME AWESOME time with my darling

dullemarulle in Denmark (ILU BB, thank you for everything) and it was great to meet

chickypooh too - update to follow complete with ~~drunken~~ pictures.

And tomorrow I FLY TO

bibi_bloom. I know you're all jealous :p

Feeling: sleepy

sleepy

26 Watch it Burn | My World's On Fire

22 December 2007 @ 11:27 pm

As you dropped yourself to your knees it dawned on me...

GUYS GUYS GUYS! SIX DAYS, GUYS! SIX! afgndafngadfhgkjadkfg

lazy_dayz I got your card, and I loooooove it! Can't wait for EW-ROPE and NOTTINGHAM, YEES! <333

I can't believe that I will be seeing my wifey prisonsecks and lazy_dayz bibi_bloom

dullemarulle and

chickyoops all in person!! SO MUCH WIN, GUYS. \o/

Dad: How do you know these people? You've never even met them! Can they even speak English?
Me: No dad, we communicate with our *minds*. Such is the magic of fandom.

And my LJ account expired. You know what this means - no more POLES *sigh* But it's an extra $40 AUD that I get to take to Europe with me. I thought my lay-out would *ESPLODE* or something when it expired, but basically I get to keep everything that I liked with my free account anyway. Remind me why I ever paid for this plz? *hugs free account*

Sew, in non-trip news, who else has bigger tits on their Christmas wishlist? No? Just me? [Talk about a stocking stuffer...]

I'm guessing most of you have got your Christmas cards from me already, so I think it's safe for me to post these. THEY TOOK ME HOURS GUYS. Srsly. Christmas is all about the hats, amiright?

( More here... )
No stealing plz you thieving gypsies =)

Location: Home - BUT NOT FOR LONG!

Feeling: cold

cold

33 Watch it Burn | My World's On Fire

18 December 2007 @ 06:08 pm

In the silence you stare at the world // Your eyes are screaming to be heard...

( Sew yesterday )

I just drew a penis on my own pretend father...That's kinda sick, even for me. ~~I know it turns Mina on.~~

AND before I left, I got mail from the wonderful Deccy <33333 and it contained

( this )

To the untrained eye it looks like an beautiful, yet perfectly innocent perfume bottle. However, when I unscrewed the top, I realised its full potential

( for MAW's eyes only )

lulz.

Location: home

Feeling: sick

sick

22 Watch it Burn | My World's On Fire

15 December 2007 @ 07:30 pm

if you never press fingers into skin // if you never figure out where I begin // and you end...

1) Everyone plz click here: http://www.lpstreetteam.com/CDA5240F87574D8387EBDE8FEC733210/tracklink.asp?guid=9E71B2CB0D304019898C4114FB4E08B6 to win me stuff, please k thnx.
2) GUYS I AM FREAKING OUT. I AM LEAVING FOR EUROPE IN 13 DAYS. HALP! HALP!

3) I have posted all my Christmas Cards and I think I have successfully ensured that they won’t be taking pride of place on the mantel due to the content, lmao. Let me know when you get them cos I *fret* like an old lady over Australia's mail delivery! Speaking of cards, ty ditte baby! I loved it! &hearts;
4) In light of me not posting much at all this semester, and due to the fact going to Europe in 13 days so I'm not going to be able to post at all for like 2 months, and even though everyone is probably busy for Christmas and not hanging around LJ, I am slowly, slowly catching up on LJ entries - sorry for the spam! And if you feel like you are missing out, trust me, I am working my way through!

5) AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I AM DOING THIS...YOU’LL EITHER LOVE ME OR YOU'LL DISCOVER JUST WHAT KIND OF CREEP I *REALLY* AM. This is stolen from the wonderful kashmir1, who I hope doesn't mind me borrowing her wonderful idea, but we really need to bring the pornity back to the LP Fandom (but anyone can come and join in!!).

( LUST MEME )

SO COMMENT GUYS! I'll spam you all on my own if I have too! We've all seen those hotass holiday pics of Red, and we all know that Bibi is dead sexy, and I'd love for Ella to talk dirty to me anytime with that accent of hers, and I bet I have something on offer that would even drag Deccy away from her hamsters! And I've been waiting for a chance to challenge Minuh in her a-sexuality claims, bwahahaha!
You are more than welcome to come in here and pretend to be one of the hot members of LP too, eg Mike, Chus, Brad and rob ~~before he got fat~~. And if two people want to be Chester, I APPROVE cos there’s nothing hotter than Chester having sex with himself, amiright? (Yes, I am allowed to shamelessly pimp my wife, what of it? :p) Roz and I tried out a little Chus/Chus action in the “new” lpu7 chat during its grand opening. T'was fun.

Tags: europe, linkin park, meme, rl

Location: home

Feeling:

depressed